by Michael

The Risk/Reward Matrix – Excerpt #1

March 2, 2011 in The Risk/Reward Matrix, Writing by Michael

The following is an except from “The Risk/Reward Matrix”, the novel I’m in the process of writing.  It’s still in the raw, and there’s no context for it yet:  You’ll just have to wait a while until it gets published.

“I need you to bring her back,” Karl asked.  “She’s the only one left.”

He had come to Armstrong, to the only person he knew who could handle this task discreetly, and more importantly, for nothing upfront.  He wasn’t taking chances:  Accessing his accounts would almost certainly get him tagged and targeted.   He had to rely on his natural charm and whatever goodwill he’d accumulated in his short career.

Now, he stood before a semi-circle of modules, panels and displays, waiting for Sade to finish the initialization sequence.  He’d met the tall, blonde woman three years ago, the same night he’d met Liz.  The two made quite a pair, and had known each other for a while at that point.  Liz, the dark haired, sarcastic waif, and Sade, the free spirited amazon.  Ram was convinced they were a couple, but Karl wasn’t ever really sure and didn’t care enough to ask.  They’d met at the Low Bid, a scavenger hangout on the lower levels, and struck up a conversation about the merits of hiking boots.  Of all things.

“I’m worried about the condition of this disc,” Sade said, holding the small, shiny device close to her left eye.  The implant there was obvious, especially in low light like this, where the bluish iris seemed to sparkle.  “It might work, but we should get a better copy.”

Karl looked away, at a row of Russian made processors with blinking indicator lights.  “Yes, about that,” He started.  Sade interrupted.

“Don’t say this is the only one.”

“Unfortunately, yes.  That’s the only one I know of,” Karl said.  He felt guilty.  “There may be another one, but it would be in a Tantawi research lab on Mars.”

There was a momentary silence, filled by the whispers of processor coolants and the dull thump of the rhythm of the music upstairs.

“Initialization complete,” the computer reported.  Karl turned to watch Sade, but she was staring at him, shaking her head ever so slightly.

“Look, we all agreed to this job,” Karl said quickly, trying to explain.  “It sounded simple, and paid a lot.”

“You should have seen that for what it was.”

Karl nodded, and looked away from her stare.  “I know that,” he said, almost choking on the regret and shame he felt.  “Now.”  He could feel the tears, and fought the urge to sob.

He sensed Sade watching him, but couldn’t say more.  In a few moments, she turned back to the system, popped open data sleeve, and pushed the disc into it.

“I’ll have the system run a diagnostic first,” she said, her own voice cracking a bit.  “If there are data errors, they may be repairable.”  She spoke to the computer, giving it specific instructions on the procedures she wanted it to run.  “None of this,” she said, gesturing to the bank of electronics before he, “is anywhere close to state-of-the-art.  I’ve had to pull bits and pieces together from wherever I can get them.  My instructors would be horrified if they saw this rig.”

She grabbed a chair from under the console and shoved it in Karl’s direction.  Karl sat.  She opened a cabinet, and took out a tall, brown bottle and two shot glasses, offering one to Karl.  Filled it for him, then filled her own.  And then she sat.

“Instructors?” he asked.  He knew almost nothing about Sade.

“At the Cybernetic Defense Academy,” she said.

“Moscow,” Karl said, “right?”

“How do you know that?,” Sade wanted to know.  “You’re from Mars, aren’t you?”  She drained her shot glass and poured herself another.

“Earth by Birth,” he said repeating a well known catchphrase.  He drained the shot glass, and nearly choked as the alcohol burned his throat.  An aftertaste of cinnamon and vanilla.  “I studied the Fall in school,” he said when he had recovered.  “You guys wound up fighting the AI systems you’d designed.”

“Not me, thank God,” she said, leaning back, rocking.  “I was just a technician.  It’s kind of ironic, because that’s where I met Liz.”

Karl was surprised:  “She was CDA?” he asked.

“No, military,” Sade said.  She got up and poured another shot for Karl.  “A pilot, of course.  We put her back online when she was shot down.”

This was all news to Karl.

“Shot down?  When was this?” he asked as Sade put the bottle down and checked on the progress of the computer.

“There are errors, but it looks like most of them can be repaired.  Should be just a few more minutes,” she said.  She sat back down, and held up the shot glass to savor the aroma.  “That was, twelve years ago, I think.  It was early in the evacuation, first or second stage probably.   I don’t know if they ever did find out what hit her.  We were on the verge of losing control of the air at that point.”

“To the machines?”

Sade nodded, and downed the shot.  She grimaced when it hit her, then smiled.  “Good stuff, eh?”  she asked.  “Local, but it does fine by me.  Another?”

“No,” Karl said.  “I’m not built for the hard stuff.”  He pat his chest and smiled.

“Off-the-rack, eh?” she said, looking him over like a consumer.  “But custom sculpture on the face.  Anything else?”

Karl ran one hand over his face.  “This was all I could afford, this time out.  Tantawi has my customized morph.”  With that grim thought, he downed the contents of the shot glass.  This time the burn wasn’t as strong.

The computer interrupted and reported that it had completed the diagnostic and repair procedures.

Sade stood and turned to the computer.  “Where did you get this backup, anyway?” she asked.

“From her,” Karl said.  Sade turned to him, questions in her expression.  “She forked, a few minutes after the shuttle breached the atmosphere.  Opened a narrowcast to one of the frequencies Luke Daniels’ uses for his data vault.”

“The broker?” she asked, recognizing the name.  Daniels was a very successful information dealer, who’d turned a five-kilometer wide hunk of rock in the main asteroid belt into his fortress and his home.  He’d become something of a renegade celebrity.

“That’s the one,” Karl said.

“How did you find that out?”

“Liz.  At the same time she was dumping her backup, she emailed me.” Karl replied.

“Thats,” Liz said, struggling for the words, “just amazing.”

“It was an amazing shock to me,” Karl said, “When we got clear of the jamming belt.”  He paraphrased Liz’s message.

“You should have known she wouldn’t turn on you,” Sade said, scolding him.

“And you should realize how confusing it all was,” Karl said, “I thought, they thought, I’d killed them.  The other me.  The other them.”  He shook his head.  “And then to see the shuttle leave us behind.  Confusing.”

“Then let’s see what she has to say about it,” Sade said, taking the disc with digital Liz out of one port and sliding it into another.  Within seconds, the holographic screen rearranged itself to provide one large display of an empty white virtual construct.  Liz’s face and pixie haircut warbled into solidity.   She looked down, around, then up at them.  And screamed.

by Michael

Survivor: Lessons for Life

February 24, 2011 in Philiosophy, Survivor by Michael

One of the things I love about the show Survivor is that it teaches some useful lessons about life and people.  If you’re willing to learn from others mistakes, there’s some real treasure to be found.  Wednesday’s episode, the second of the season, was a great example.  And the lesson was simple:  Never assume anything.  Philip assumed he was going to get kicked out of the tribe, he wasn’t.  Kristina assumed she’d be a target, so she played and lost her immunity idol.  Matt assumed the people on his tribe were telling him the truth, and he was rewarded with the blindside and a trip to Redemption Island.

Trust is obviously a variable quality on Survivor.  There have been very few players over the course of 22 seasons who were trustworthy to the end.  And while there’s no question you have to make alliances to survive, time and again, players have been blindsided.  When you assume someone you’ve only know for a few days or weeks won’t stab you in the back for a million dollars, you’re bound to lose.  To be the final survivor, you’ve got to be able to do two things.

First off, you must be honest with yourself, and carefully consider, every day, how you could be viewed by the other players.  You have to be able to gauge your position with the rest of the tribe.

Which leads to the second key to winning. You have to be able to read the other players.  And the key to that is basic social skills.  You’ve got to be able to talk to the other survivors, show them you’re not a threat to them, and get them to relax around you, let their guard down.  You have to hear what they say to you and what they don’t say.  Some people are easy to read, and others are experts at deception.

A little paranoia is not a bad thing, but if you get too rattled, you’ll put everyone off.  Make yourself a pariah or a loner, and you won’t last.  But, if you don’t constantly check in with everyone around you, you won’t last either.

Watching Boston Rob Mariano play, you can see how easily he connects with people.  He’s likable, and he reaches out to folks.  Russel Hantz, on the other hand, quickly separates himself from most of his tribe.  And the contestants know his game and know he’s playing it again.  Honestly, I don’t like Russel very much.  I think he plays a strong game, and I thought he’d win his first season.  Until he opened his mouth during the final tribal council and made an ass out of himself.  I’m pretty sure he cost himself a million dollars because he wasn’t aware of how he was already perceived by the folks on the jury.  I don’t think Russel will make it to the merge, but I think Rob will.  We’ll see.

The lesson again is to never assume.  Always know your position, maintain contact those around you that you trust and rely on, and above all, be honest about your own liabilities.  You can’t fix anything that you don’t know is broken. And that holds for yourself, and your relationships.

by Michael

2061 Bold Predictions

February 24, 2011 in Space, Technology by Michael

The Discovery begins the shuttle program’s last mission today. It’s devastating failures are far outweighed by its achievements, but it is time for this antiquated technology to be retired. In this economic climate, governments should be doing as much as possible to open the final frontier to private enterprise. Clear the way for innovative technologies and brave pioneers to venture beyond the local void and out to our future homes on Luna, Mars and beyond.

Buzz Aldrin on the Moon in 1969As an eye witness to Apollo program, I am virtually programmed to be thrilled and enthusiastic by the possibilities the future of space exploration hold for our species.  I am part of a generation inspired by the thrilling adventures of the astronauts and cosmonauts in the first decade of human exploration beyond the safety of out atmosphere.  It would be hard to overstate the amount of knowledge and experience we gained in so short a time.

It has been half of a century since Yuri Gagarin crossed the threshold (April 12, 1961).  Since that time, we’ve lived through an astounding technological revolution.  It can be hard to see, living in the midst of it.  But stop and consider what we have now that was almost beyond conception in 1961:

  • We’ve heavily explored Luna, and a dozen men have walked on its surface.
  • Our robotic explorers have visited and reported back from almost every major body in our solar system.
  • The brilliant Hubble space telescope, along with other instruments, have opened our eyes to the vast beauty and reality of our universe.
  • We’ve discovered dozens of planets orbiting other stars.
  • We’ve created satellite networks that provide real-time communication, imaging and positioning data across the globe.
  • The internet, combined with wireless data transfer and a cell phone, give us access to people, and more importantly, limitless information, in ways that would have seemed to be magical in 1961.

That list hardly scratches the surface of what we’ve achieved.  Materials science, medicine and genetics, 3d movies and Facebook.

Take the technological revolution of the last fifty years, compare life then with life now.  Then apply the same thought process to the next fifty years.

When I’m 97 years old, a century after Gagarin’s launch, I believe we should see the following:

  • Thriving colonies on (or beneath) the surface of Luna and Mars.
  • Commercial orbiting stations around Earth, Luna, Mars and in the asteroid belt.
  • Humans exploring the outer regions of our solar system, assisted and guided by sophisticated robotic spacecraft.
  • Computers vastly superior to what we have now, devices that are tiny, powerful, and everywhere, communicating with our minds, connecting us directly with ridiculously fast networks of information.
  • Medical science that has achieved a deep comprehension of the genetic and chemical processes of the body, and that has mastered the ability to prevent and cure disease at a fundamental level.  That includes aging, because at age 97, I want to be as healthy and fit as I am now.  Or better!
  • The Cubs win a world series.  Okay, that may be too much to ask.

Let me know what you think!  Leave a comment here and let’s talk about the future.  Where am I wrong, what am I missing?  How can we get from 2011 to 2061?

by Michael

Closing Out February

February 21, 2011 in Health, Writing by Michael

It’s almost time to kick February to the curb, and move on into spring!  March is just around the corner, with its madness, green beer, and birthday celebration.  I’ll be 47 years old in just a matter of weeks.  That’s an insane number in my perpetually 29 year-old-mind, but I think 47 may be my best year ever.

I weighed in at 232lbs this morning, which is well below my goal for the week.  My blood sugar this morning was at 71, which couldn’t be better.  I’ll be getting a walk in very shortly to ensure those pounds keep falling away as quickly as possible, especially early on in my new regime.  It’s bound to get more difficult to lose as I approach my goal, something I’ll counter-act with increased levels of exercise.  But I’m not going to worry too much about it.  Worrying doesn’t burn off any calories.

As of yesterday, I’ve got about 4.5% of my novel written.  That’s using a very general 100,000 words as a goal length.  The actual length depends more on the story itself.  This is the most I’ve ever written for a long-form project.  Twenty pages of short film script is one thing.  That has a beginning, middle and end.  In my work on The Risk/Reward Matrix, I’ve figured out the basic framework of the story, and am writing front to back at this point.  My focus is on simply getting a first draft done.  It’s like carving a statue out of an enormous block of granite:  Once I get the general shape down, then I can clean up the details and polish the entire work.

The fun thing has been how exciting the writing itself is turning out to be.  As I noted, I have a general sense of how the story goes, but the writing is like reading for me.  In each moment, there’s some new twist or detail I didn’t know, something to alter or adjust the story in a way I didn’t expect.  I know I’m the writer, but it’s more like channeling an inner Stephen King.

Of course, I should be working on that instead of writing this.  My goal has been 1,500 words a day.  I’ve found that’s not very hard for me to achieve in a relatively short period of time.  I’m going to try this week bumping that up to 3,000 words, perhaps in two separate sessions during the day.  I’ve always been a fast writer, when I have a clear line on what I’m trying to say.  So maybe I can be more prolific.  And that wouldn’t suck too much.

So, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to take a walk and then go to work.  I’ll be back with you later this week.

by Michael

From Here to 175

February 18, 2011 in Food, Health by Michael

240240 is a big number.  It’s a number that I’ve been living with for far too long now.  But I’ve given 240 notice that we’re parting company.  I’ve seen the light, and my new religion is a zealous guardianship of my own health.

I’ve been concerned about my health for four-and-a-half years now, since I went to see a doctor about an acute anxiety attack I was having at work.  That was the first time I’d gone to a medical doctor since I had a physical for work in late 1993.  The results were almost exactly what you might guess with a simple glance at me:  I was overweight, had dangerously high blood pressure and was an out-of-control type 2 Diabetic. (I scored over 300 when they tested my blood-sugar level… an utterly horrible result.)  I was not only anxious, but depressed as well. Well, wouldn’t you be?

Honestly, I’ve been fat and depressed most of my adult life.  I might have some genetic markers that predispose me for those conditions, but the truth is my lifestyle choices were bad for me.  My choices.  I’ve known that for a long, long time.  It’s not easy for people who aren’t either fat or depressed to fully comprehend how difficult it is to get up off my ass and get some simple exercise.  Or lay-off the Cheetos.  I don’t deserve or get a lot of sympathy for that.  (And I’m not giving it out for smokers, alcoholics or addicts!)

The plan of action my new doctor put forth was simple.  Losing weight through diet and exercise would bring my blood sugar back into line.  It might also help alleviate the need for a blood pressure drug, and would certainly help me counter-act my depression.  He prescribed three medications, one for blood pressure, one for diabetes and one for anxiety and depression.

The pharmaceutical results were initially very good.  My blood pressure has been near perfect ever since.  My A1c (a measurement of average daily blood-sugar levels over the course of weeks or months) improved dramatically.  And I began to feel a lot more mellow.  I stopped drinking fruit juice and regular sodas, and gave up my daily breakfast cereal (Oh, how I miss thee still, Golden Grahams).  I even started to go to the gym more regularly.

Glucose

But it wasn’t enough.  My weight dropped to 225 after a year, but that didn’t last.  My blood sugar wavered, with A1c reports between 8.5 and 9.5.  (The recommended level is 7.0 or lower.)  So, at the beginning of this year, I was taking seven prescription medications.  My A1c, the best in years, was 8.2.  And my weight was 240 pounds.

It was time to be serious about winning this battle, and regaining control over my own health.

And I am fighting back.  As of this morning, I weigh 238.  My fasting glucose was 85, well within normal levels.  My blood pressure has been normal for four years, well regulated by my prescription.  I have a plan, and I have a goal.  The plan isn’t complicated:

  • Consider sugar carbohydrates to be poison.  Carbs aren’t necessarily bad, but if your body can quickly convert them to glucose and your body has developed a resistance to insulin (also known as type 2 diabetes), then you’ve got a problem.  Processed foods, fast foods, refined foods, and anything with added sugar in any form… these are all evil and are trying to kill me.
  • Oatmeal, or a couple of eggs with pumpernickel toast for breakfast.  Vegetables, grains like barley or wild rice, and protein in the form of chicken, pork, lean beef, fish or tofu form are the ingredients I use for lunch and dinner.  Olive oil, although I probably need to use less of it.
  • If I go out for food, try to make it a salad, and one without so much dressing please.  Apres Diem’s Caesar salad with seared tuna, you’re calling my name.
  • Drink plenty of water during the day.  Soda, of any type, is out.  Research has shown that even no-calorie sodas are problematic for diabetics.  I stick to coffee, tea, water or zero-calorie crystal light.
  • Exercise.  Get my heart rate up and sweat for about thirty minutes.  Every day is the goal.  Walking at a brisk pace in the neighborhood is my primary method.

That’s my plan.  My goal is to weigh 175 pounds by Valentines Day 2012, which I think is the day the world ends.  Or at least, my old life.  I’ll keep you posted on my journey.

by Michael

Survivor 22: Redemption for Rob or Russell? I don’t think so!

February 17, 2011 in Survivor by Michael

The formulaThe Survivor: Redemption Island Logo is so simple these days:  A little bit country, a little bit rock-and-roll, and a healthy dose of crazy.  That’s what we’ve come to expect from Survivor, and the premiere of the 22nd Season last night showed we won’t be missing any of it.

As always, the beginning, as the contestants hop off the helicopter that has brought them to the Nicaraguan coast, is priceless.  As you first glimpse these 16 faces, you can see how thrilled, perhaps giddy they are to have begun their adventure.  Over the course of the next 39 days, these people are going to be beaten down by merciless mother nature, physical challenges, hunger and the unrelenting stress of social conflicts.  When its all over, what will these people think?  How different will the experience have been from what they expected going in to the game.

Two of the three wild-cards in this year’s game already have a good sense of what this adventure will be like.  After the first 18 survivors are flown in, the final two arrive on a separate helicopter.  Boston Rob and Russell Hantz.  Rob has already competed three times, Russell twice.  Neither has won the game, and they faced off against each other in Survivor: Hero’s vs. Villains.   Sent off to different tribes, the two instantly became the center of attention.  It’s an obviously difficult position, because they were both targets for their tribes right away.  These new players have had a good chance to watch both Rob and Russel, and should understand how they’ve played before.

Russell indicated he’s not going to change his game.  He still thinks he’s the best at the game, but he isn’t.  The best win the top prize.  I’m sure he’ll con a few people, most should have been wary when they first spotted him.  Winding up with him in the final three means you’d have a 1 in 2 chance of winning:  Russell is too big of an ass to not piss off most of the jury on his way.  I’m betting he’ll probably go deep into the game, but he can’t win.

Rob on the other hand, also is in a tricky position.  He’s smart and he’s likable, and his tribe has to consider him both an asset and a threat to their own survival.  He’s going to have navigate carefully and build some solid alliances to stay off the radar.  I think he’s got a better chance to win than Russell, but not by much.

The final wild-card in the game is the new element: Redemption Island.  A contestant voted out at a tribal council doesn’t leave the game.  They are sent to a third camp, where they’ll have to survive on their own.  Every few days, when another contestant gets booted out and sent to Redemption Island, their will be a “duel” as Jeff called it between the two.  This will happen repeatedly until, at some unspecified point, the person on Redemption Island will return to the game.  I’m guessing tribal merge, but we’ll see.  Regardless, Redemption Island will give the players a fighting chance to get back into the game.  But, I’ll bet it takes a terrific toll on the one who makes it back.  And it’s going to have to be a serious concern of the players who conspired to get rid of the Redemption Island survivor.

A few things were clear from last night’s show.

Crazy is good fun.  Last season, it mainly focused on the despicable NaOnka Mixon, who quit the game before she got what was coming to her.  This season, our first jackass is clearly Phillip Sheppard.  Federal Agent, my ass. I don’t think he’s faking it, he really is a nut.  His completely bizarre behavior around camp, followed by his betrayal of fellow conspirators Francesca Hogi and Kristina Kell, made for great television.  Because he’s big and strong, its going to be tough for his tribe to vote him out early.  And I’m sure Jeff and the producers hope he’ll be bringing the crazy for many episodes to come.

Secondly, it was fun watching Kristina jump into the game without hesitation.  Going for the immunity idol as soon as possible is a good idea.  But when you get caught breaking away from the team to do it, you’re marked.  Rob wasn’t sure she had the idol, but he suspected she did after he noticed her searching their gear while the rest of the team was working to get the shelter up.  Mistake #1.  Her second mistake was making an ersatz alliance with the other two outsiders in her tribe.   Phillip was correct when he pointed out they didn’t have the numbers to make a move.  I don’t think she did enough socializing with her tribe to keep her from being an obvious target.  While her plan to use the idol to oust Rob sounded good, nothing in life ever goes as planned.   In the brutal tribal council that concluded last night’s episode,  one lesson I took away was that if you act like an outsider, you’re going to be on the outs.  Kristina made a gutsy call not giving her idol to Rob and not playing it.  But now, she’s going to face a severe uphill battle to stay in the tribe that she’s antagonized.

And finally, you have to trust your instincts.  Francesca might not be the first visitor to Redemption Island if she had severed contact with Crazy Phillip when she first realized he was a nut.  Kristina wouldn’t have been humiliated at tribal council if she’d made a smarter choice about Phillip.   With the caveat that we don’t see everything that happens, players can’t afford to get caught playing politics.  Especially at the beginning of the game.  I think the winning players, for the most part, work hard to build relationships first, before committing to anything specific.  And because you have nothing to go on when the game starts, you have only your instincts to guide you.

At this point, I won’t venture a guess as to who will make it to the end.  But I will go ahead and say right now, I don’t think it will be Phillip, Kristina, Francesca, Rob or Russell.  I haven’t seen enough of the rest of the players to really get a feel for them.

Fun fact:  Survivor is a huge franchise, with dozens of countries around the world getting their own version!

You can watch the entire first episode of Survivor: Redemption Island on the CBS site.

by Michael

All Systems Considered: Initiative

July 4, 2010 in Gaming, RPG by Michael

SoldierWhat is Initiative?

From a mechanical perspective, initiative is the way we regulate actions in conflict resolution.  Even if all action is considered simultaneous, we still need some way to parse out those actions so we can judge the results.

Yes, but What Does Initiative Represent?

Initiative represents a character’s ability to comprehend a situation and decide how to act.

Initiative should be influenced by a participant’s intelligence, agility, training, experience and to some degree, luck.  A modern soldier or police officer is drilled on how to react in various dangerous situations.  That training is augmented by real-world experience.  Higher intelligence helps a participant judge the nature of a situation and evaluate courses of action in a split second.  And better agility allows a participant to put the resulting decision into action swiftly.   Most game systems utilize some or all of these factors in judging who has the best initiative.

But, what comes next is generally wrong.  One of the most popular ways of handling initiative is to have participants act in the order of the best-to-worst initiative dice rolls.  This strikes me as a simplistic compromise that actually detracts from the illusion of reality.   It doesn’t actually provide participants with a higher initiative result with any real benefit.  They go first without knowledge of what’s happening around them.  Now, many game systems attempt to fix this by letting a character ready an action with some sort of trigger event.  Or they can delay their action until later, but without round-by-round initiative rolls, they lose their good initiative result.

I think a better system is to determine an order of initiative first, and then from the worst score to the best, have each participant state in general terms what they will do that round.  Then play proceeds from the highest score down to the lowest.  Participants must perform the action they stated, or suffer some major penalty.  The penalty would represent the split second hesitation that should give an enemy an advantage.  The participant could add to or adjust his actions with no penalty, as long as he has fulfilled his stated intent for the round.

Example

Roland and Grigory are in a running gun battle with two guards inside a data center.  Initiatives are rolled and the results from highest to lowest are: Roland, Guard #2, Guard #1 and Grigory.

In the normal system, Roland would go first.

1) Roland knows Grigory is going to take the lead, so he provides covering fire at Guard #2 in the hallway where Grigory is headed.
2) Guard #2, if still able, fires at Grigory, who is closer and headed his way.
3) Guard #1, fires at Roland.
4) Grigory, if still able, moves toward the door, firing at Guard #1

Note that Grigory, despite having the worst initiative, already knows what’s happened before he acts, so he can make a decision then on which Guard to shoot at that round.  Yes, he could be down, but if he isn’t, he’s gaining a great advantage.

In the system I like, everyone state’s their intentions first.  Note that the better your initiative, the more you’ll know about what’s happening before you make a decision.

1) Grigory: “I will move toward the door, and shoot at Guard #2 down the hall.”
2) Guard #1: “I’ll hide behind a desk and fire at Grigory.”
3) Guard #2: “I’m going pull back inside the doorway.”
4) Roland: “I’ll shoot at Guard #1″

Then, they act.  Roland shoots at Guard #1.  He knows no one is aiming his direction, so he doesn’t need to take any defensive precautions.  Guard #2 knows he’s a target, so he conceals himself.  Guard #1, if Roland didn’t drop him, has no way of knowing that Guard #2 would be safe, so he’d still shoot at Grigory instead of Roland.  Grigory, if he’s still alive, must move toward the doorway, and must take a shot at Guard #2, who now is covered by the wall.  The GM might allow him to throw himself prone at the end of his round because he knows he’s come under fire from the other Guard.

Options

As GM, you might allow some form of Initiative check to allow a participant to change their actions after Intents have been stated.  I’d allow this, but only to change to a completely defensive action.  If the character passes the check, they take a defensive action (seek cover, drop prone, crawl away, etc) without penalty.  If they fail, they’d take some penalty for hesitating too long.

Or perhaps, you’d allow a participant to take cover instead of taking their action without penalty.  Very few combatants in reality are going to wait to take a shot when they know they’re going to be a target for several enemies!

Implementation

I’ve not had a chance to put this house rule into play yet.  I think it would work for pretty much any game that uses initiative rules.  And I think it could apply to social conflict in addition to combat.  I think it could potentially lengthen a combat encounter.  However, in games I’ve played, some players won’t even think about their actions until their turn comes up, which slows things down considerably (and drives me mad).

Adapting the basic concept to different game systems would take some engineering, but I don’t think it would be anything too painful.

Feedback

Have you house ruled initiative?  If so, what have you tried, and how has it worked?

by Michael

Lost to the Answer

June 28, 2010 in Philiosophy by Michael

I find myself nearly overwhelmed by questions these days.  Questions, visions and dreams.  Either I’m mad, or I’m in the midst of a profound personal crisis.  Or both.  I can’t say, because I really don’t understand what’s happening to me right now.  I know that I am unsettled, anxious and sad.

I want to attribute it to being 47.  I’m really only 46, but my head is convinced that I’m 47.  46!  How did I get that old?  How did I get here?  What have I missed?

Does my choice of music reflect my state of mind, or does my state of mind reflect my choice of music?  Either way, the Talking Heads inhabit my aural environment completely.  And like a charismatic high priest, David Byrne prophesies the challenges and questions that haunt my waking moments and stir my sleeping hours.  These are questions I don’t want to consider; they are too hard.  Too painful.

My restlessness could be a natural extension of my thoughts on God and religion.  More and more, I grow convinced that there is no God, that all of creation is the result of a progression of natural processes that we do not completely understand.  There is no greater power in the universe, there is no afterlife, no reincarnation.  What we experience in the narrow margin between birth and death is all we get.   Everything else is imaginary.

You may ask yourself
What is that beautiful house?
You may ask yourself
Where does that highway lead to?
You may ask yourself
Am I right?… Am I wrong?
You may say to yourself
My God!… what have I done?

by Michael

Set Sail on the Website Sea

April 16, 2010 in Writing by Michael

MetheExploraThe history of the Internet is filled with a variety of wild stories and crazy rumors. Heck, the Internet would be pretty much empty without rumor, mistruths, innuendo and vices that will go unnamed here.

But there is some good stuff to be found, if you know where to look. And that’s where I come in. I’m ready to lead you into the great ocean of the information age.

So strap yourselves in and avail yourselves of the free peanuts. We’re going to make three stops on this voyage:

Because I can’t remember much of anything any more, I can highly recommend Memorize Now, a website that can help you remember stuff. For example, I just learned all of the lines of Shakespeare’s Richard III. It wasn’t easy. But… now is the winter of our discontent, made glorious summer by this sun of York.

Five Minute Cake. A String Map. A Snuggie. You can learn to make all of these and so much more, thanks to the geeks of at Instructables.com. They’re snarky folks, but awfully smart. I liked the instructions on how to turn $15 into a pen like the ones that cost $200. Cool, huh?

Finally, Ted.com. I thought this was going to be Ted Danson’s personal site, filled with his snapshots and memories of Cheers. Snap! Wrong! Ted began life more than 25 years ago as a conference about Technology, Entertainment and Design. Now as website, you can watch recorded lectures and performances by a huge variety of people. I gotta bookmark this place and come back later to hear Natalie Merchant singing old poems.

I don’t make this stuff up folks: it comes to me in a box made out of mud and straw. So go out there and enjoy the internet. And make sure to report in any discoveries you make!

by Michael

A Voyage Across the Internet

April 16, 2010 in Writing by Michael

MetheExploraThe history of the Internet is filled with a variety of wild stories and crazy rumors. Heck, the Internet would be pretty much empty without rumor, mistruths, innuendo and vices that will go unnamed here.

But there is some good stuff to be found, if you know where to look. And that’s where I come in. I’m ready to lead you into the great wilderness of the information age.

So strap yourselves in and avail yourselves of the free peanuts. We’re going to make three stops on this voyage:

Learn Something

First stop is Ted.com. I thought this was going to be Ted Danson’s personal site, filled with his snapshots and memories of Cheers. Snap! Wrong! Ted began life more than 25 years ago as a conference about Technology, Entertainment and Design. Now as website, you can watch recorded lectures and performances by a huge variety of people. I gotta bookmark this place and come back later to hear Natalie Merchant singing old poems.

Read Something

There’s a world of the world’s greatest books at Project Gutenberg. Something like 30,000 books are freely and legally available for download in a variety of formats. I just snagged a copy of Antonio Feliciano de Castilho’s A Chave do Enigma in the original Portuguese. Sweet!

Make Something

Five Minute Cake. A String Map. A Snuggie. You can learn to make all of these and so much more, thanks to the geeks of at Instructables.com. They’re snarky folks, but awfully smart. I liked the instructions on how to turn $15 into a pen like the ones that cost $200. Cool, huh?

I don’t make this stuff up folks: it comes to me in a box made out of mud and straw. So go out there and enjoy the internet. And make sure to report in any discoveries you make!